Who knows how life works... such a blind fumble of chaos and consumption. Monetary gain and loss. Emotional gain and loss. Obligitory highs and lows..
Its interesting to me that when my friends are in a position of need or loss, all I can think of is how much more I wish I had to give them. Im almost 24, I should be stable enough to lean on. And when I am in that special time of need during the merciless bitch slaps life can serve up, all I can concentrate on are ways that I cant help myself.
Ive been (inadvertantly) told that I always consider myself a vitctim, but in a sense, its natural to feel victimized after being slapped. Obviously, I am not always victim to other peoples actions, I will be the first to admit that I am often a victim of my own actions. Either way, its hard not to feel without help in times of need no matter who is at fault.
In light of his recent situation, I would like to request that all 3 or 4 people that read this and plan to show up at the birthday shindig on April 30th, if Paul shows up too, please give any birthday drink you may purchase for me to him, as he needs it more than I do.
A wiser man than I (even though I am not a man at all) once said,
"basj".
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