Fuck.

So here it is: I miss shit.

Dont get me wrong, I have endured a lot of hard times to get to where I am today, and where I am now is one cubic-shitload better than where I was, say... 2 years ago... but, alas, I am still nolstalgic.

I dont miss drinking, but I miss socializing. The not drinking has inhibited my social life like fucking crazy. I miss my crew circa 1999-2002ish. I miss Kristy. I miss Derek. I miss Alberto. I miss Kevin. I miss Catlin and Michelle. I miss AJ and S to the muthafuckin G and Larisa. I miss Katie. I miss Paul.
*le sigh*
None of it can be taken back, and even if it could, Im not sure I'd be willing to part with the lessons learned, but goddamn do I miss those crazy fucking kids. A wise man once told me, "Life can issue bitchslaps at any given moment."

Word.