Anyone that ever said life isnt the hardest thing ever was a dirty liar. Life is truly tough. Truly.

I like to think that something like karma exists. Im not a very spiritual person; I like to think that the honest pursuit of happiness should be enough. Im just out here being the best me I can, dammit, and I dont know who decides or why, but that ought to be enough.

I am hugely flawed, I am aware of this. People around me are aware of this. Perhaps its too little too late, but I am taking very special care to fix my flaws and right my wrongs as best I can. What else can a person do? In a world full of so many tragedies, and so many wrongs, what can a person do?

Life is so fucking weird. I feel small.