Ladybugs and things

So, lots of things are going on right now and all I seem to want to do is shop, listen to sappy emo songs and sit around pondering it all.
Also, I came dangerously close to falling asleep in a meeting at work today. Why is it that when I need my body and mind the most, they just want to crap out on me?
I *need* to focus and be productive, but all I *want* is to be lazy and on vacation.

Things that make you go hmm...

In other news, I recently surprised Pancho by ordering about 300 ladybugs for his garden on our balcony. Approximately 280 of them flew away as soon as we released them (despite my efforts to keep them around with a Ladybug House). While at the beach on Saturday Pancho found a ladybug, put it in my lap, and it proceeded to hang out with me for the rest of the day! Usually ladybugs will fly away within a minute or two, but this one stayed in my lap for hours. It even hitched a ride back to our hotel room inside my belt loop. On Sunday I found another ladybug on the beach, and that one stayed on my arm for about an hour or two, before finally flying off. Ha! I must have picked up some extra sweetness, or a secret ladybug attractant at some point recently. Either that, or they were a couple of ours, terribly lost and trying to find their way home.