I am not dead

But things are having a hard time finding their way to this here blog. In recent news:

Almost a month ago, Pancho and I broke up and he moved out. We gave it our best until we could give no more. I will always love him and am very reluctant to close that chapter in my life. Luckily, it hasnt closed yet and we remain good friends. Here's hoping we can tread those mysterious friendship-after-relationship waters for ever and ever amen.

This month I begin my quest for a new roommate which has me both terrified and pissed. I really, REALLY dont want to live with a stranger and may cry myself to sleep every night if it comes to that. However, the house is lonely now and the bills wont wait forever, so a girl must do what a girl must do.

*le sigh*

Work is suddenly busy as hell at the exact worst time of year possible - summer. Summer is when you want to have as little work time as possible and as much drinking beer outside time as possible.

Lame.

There are other things, but my busy schedule wont allow for a longer update.

More news to come...