Ah, just exactly HOW humbling does life get? Because at this point I feel more humble than ever before. Perhaps I am jaded at this particular moment - seeing as how I just got my ass totally HANDED to me in 9 ball tonight during league - but shouldnt a sense of humility come natural with older age? Is there some sort of payoff for recognising that you are, in fact, not all that spectacular? That you are not expecting grandios rewards and unwarented payoffs? Doesnt life ever notice that you are not one of these self-entitled fuckers who want everything on a silver platter and for once - ONCE - just cut a girl a little slack?
No?
Oh.
Perhaps I expect too much slack. Perhaps life isnt all that hard because Im not some starving kid in a third world country with an incurable disease and no food, drinking water, clothing or shelter to speak of. Perhaps I am spoiled.
Oh boo, I lost at pool tonight. Oh boo, a boy doesnt love me. Oh boo, I dont have money to spend frivilously. Shut the fuck up Chrissy.
Ok Im better now.
Why did I say this out loud?
2 comments:
Dude. It is SO acceptable to bitch on the internet about your problems. No excuses necessary.
Thanks homie. :)
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