I am getting fucking stir crazy for school to start. Can you believe that? How crazy am I that I am already ready to be like "Yeah, so, School? I miss you. Come back. I can change, baby." Ugh. I hate me.
So yeah, Im bored and broke and terrified about money constantly. And all of this does not stop me from spending what little money I do have unwisely. I need to grow up.
ANYWHO.
Spent the day on the SS Do Less in the river, doing less. This was extra nice because I am usually doing more by sitting on the front of the boat and rowing my ass off, but today I kicked back and let Kelly and Erin do all the work and I didnt do SHIT. The girls and I are thinking that tomorrow should be more of the same.
The heat around these parts is finally calming the fuck down. Sweet jesus on a bicycle, if I have to endure one more day with temperatures in the triple digits Im gonna lose it.
As luck would have it, The Baseball Player has recently been trying to surprise me by dropping by my bar and challenging me to a game of pool, and I have been missing him completely. Friday I decided to have a nice quiet night in at my moms, watching movies with her and my sister and ordering pizza when I got a text from Kelly saying that he was there looking for me. Apparently he bought a round of shots for my girls and allowed Kelly to get a couple turns in on the pool table before totally dominating it - which was very sweet of him. Tonight, after I was barely able to stay awake for the drive home from the river, I was laying on the couch exerting only enough energy to stay alive when I got a text from him saying that he'd tried to surprise me again, but to no avail. These gestures, coupled with regular calling and texting, are a very pleasant surprise.
My insomnia has been kicking my ass lately. How is it possible to be SO tired and yet not get any sleep? No one knows!
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