Onward

Conditions are improving, me thinks. Not monetarily or in regard to my physical health, but emotionally, mentally, I feel better. Money and health will follow. (Right?)
The one mentioned below has been out of town and mostly out of my mind on a much needed (for all) vacation. It will be interesting to see how that pans out when he returns after my last text message to him read “You’re an asshole. Don’t call me.” And I proceeded to ignore (7 total) calls from him until he left. The phone has been silent since his departure which is less disturbing than I might have thought.
Meanwhile, things with a new one begin to develop and this has me a bit terrified (in that “this is probably stupid but feels too awesome to stop” kind of way). The good news is that he treats me the way I feel I deserve to be treated and makes me very comfortable and at ease (for once in too too many months!) but the bad news is there are serious red flags. But whats new about that? Obviously I am only attracted to men who have an abundance of red flags. Only this one is so sweet and kind and cuddly and funny and HUMBLE. Humility is very sexy.
In other news, my pool game is slowly improving. Kelly talked me into joining her league and I only have a few more weeks to get good so I’ve been practicing as often as possible with the best players I know. Sometimes I even win.